This is process. There is no beginning and there is no end. It will never be done. Everything what is happening to me is something what comes and goes. I watch it. I let this be, come and go. There is no purpose, there is just process where I am what I am from my deepest depths. I have opened the gates of My World widely for you. You can watch me. I have no goal. I feel the moment. I have needs and dreams though, but those are not the purposes. Those are not the must things. Those are my feelings which are part of me. There is nothing I have to do. Becouse things will take their order when it comes right time. I feel the smells of the trees and lake, the soil in this forests. I think I can breath again, deeply. It is freedom when you go away from your own way and get rid of those limits you made up.
By swimming naked in the lake and taking a sunbath naked in this silence and as a routine I became naked deeper. For myself and for others.