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Breath

This is process. There is no beginning and there is no end. It will never be done.

Everything what is happening to me is something what comes and goes. I watch it. I let this be, come and go. There is no purpose, there is just process where I am what I am from my deepest depths. I have opened the gates of My World widely for you. You can watch me.

I have no goal. I feel the moment. I have needs and dreams though, but those are not the purposes. Those are not the must things. Those are my feelings which are part of me.
There is nothing I have to do. Becouse things will take their order when it comes right time.

I feel the smells of the trees and lake, the soil in this forests. I think I can breath again, deeply. It is freedom when you go away from your own way and get rid of those limits you made up.

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