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That`s why

I have realized how much I am afraid to show my real me, true me to others. I protect so carefully my true me from others by covering it into shells of falses and lyings. I try to hide it from the others because of fear not be seen and accepted.
This explanes that stressing and exhausting experiences of spending longer time with people and sharing the rutines. Being with people earlier or later requires either to behave as you trully are or to keep playing that choosed role of yourself.

 I waste my energy by hiding my real needs from the others. This explains my low level of energy during the day comparing with that time I lived alone. Living alone just with yourself doesn`t need to be seen by anyone.
So I can choose. I have to either try my best and keep hiding my true me by forcing myself to behave the way I wouldn’t behave naturally or I would get naked in front of people. 
I have no need to hide from myself or from others. I stop to listen that silence and breath deeply. I will open the cage for myself to this Pure World.

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